Zippy, you are an intelligent man but like many intelligent people when it comes to making personal decisions, be it financial, relationship or medical the dead portion of your brain kicks in and your decisions are based on desire rather than sound practice. That is exactly what you are doing here, so take the professional advice you are been given and get yourself off to hospital ASAP.
There aren't many posters here now and we can't afford a regular to snuff it, so at least think of us ;-)
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